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Artist // Photography
- Deviant for 21 years
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Current Residence: Salt Lake City
Favourite genre of music: WEIRD
Favourite style of art: Photo manipulation
Operating System: WinXP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Wallpaper of choice: glasswhiz, aqua edition
Skin of choice: Ur mom's
Favourite cartoon character: Space Ghost
Personal Quote: I like Pron!
Favourite genre of music: WEIRD
Favourite style of art: Photo manipulation
Operating System: WinXP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Wallpaper of choice: glasswhiz, aqua edition
Skin of choice: Ur mom's
Favourite cartoon character: Space Ghost
Personal Quote: I like Pron!
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, Blue Velvet, Fisher King
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Frank Zappa
Favourite Writers
John Irving
Favourite Games
SWG
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
PSPro 7, photoshop, Cannon Rebel
Other Interests
Photography=Writing=My R.O.N.D.A.
Such Beauty in What I Feel
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What a starnge reaction this is...I feel joy in my heart and such intense pain at the same time. I know why this is over, I know it without a doubt. Is this why so many breakups are hideous and hateful with people? Do they not get these same epiphanies that I have gotten? I KNOW!
I know that she does not love me. This sounds like it would make it harder, but it doesn't. It eases me into this new person I will become because I know for a fact that I won't make the same mistakes again; I won't be that person that drover her away anymore. I have changed and I will continue to change.
The pain comes form my knowing that the things that I
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Doing some of that time
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In the last month this house hasn't been too healthy for me. I wander around from my computer to the bed to the refridgerator to the books and back again, rinse repeat amen. Maybe the fact that none of these things can block the shit running through my head makes it unhealthy. Maybe it's all the memories of her here, her smell (which is now gone), her voice.
My diet is certainly suffering. Coffee, cigarettes and one food item per day. I spent 3 days eating nothing but macaroni salad. Yesetrday was a banana in the morning and Pizza Hut the rest of the day. Other days have been corn chips with coffee (try it, it's surprisingly good, tha
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So much changing so fast
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That song listed above is a nice mood piece for this. Try to download it so you can hear it and please listen to the words before you fully digest this entry. Of course these words are directed at me primarily since I want to read read read this over and over as my life passes behind me. I want to be a Janus of Salt lake City, perpetually looking forward at my life with an eye on the painful lessons of my past.
"Please Excuse me but I got to ask;
"Are you only being nice 'cos you want something?"
Somehow complacency turned me away from that during my marriage, being Janus-like. Who knows why we all do those things, ignore signs for fea
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Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
I know. That's why it's going to work.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
spyed, nobody has ever done this before. I know. That's why it's going to work.
your brain is a diseased vagina
No problem with the comment mang, (though i'm not sure if the thank you was sarcasm or not)
It doesn't matter though.
I know where you're coming from.
I wasn't meaning to be a jerk.
I try to stay out of it all as much as i can.
That first guy's comment ruffled my feathers a bit. But so does alot of ultra left one-sided rhetoric (not quite as bad as the ultra-right or i should say... ultra-selfish/greedy/money hungry rhetoric).
I'm pretty political... I used to run a little political action group down here in Dallas. I just don't agree with the GOP or the Democratic platform. The libertarian seems to be the most ideal to me, though with the current level of irresponsibility inherent in humankind, it would be a disaster. It's definately something to work toward. I like some of the core values of the greens, but their platform allows for too much of an opportunity to be on the authoritarian end of the spectrum. Even though it seems like that's the way we are already going...
Good luck with it.
It doesn't matter though.
I know where you're coming from.
I wasn't meaning to be a jerk.
I try to stay out of it all as much as i can.
That first guy's comment ruffled my feathers a bit. But so does alot of ultra left one-sided rhetoric (not quite as bad as the ultra-right or i should say... ultra-selfish/greedy/money hungry rhetoric).
I'm pretty political... I used to run a little political action group down here in Dallas. I just don't agree with the GOP or the Democratic platform. The libertarian seems to be the most ideal to me, though with the current level of irresponsibility inherent in humankind, it would be a disaster. It's definately something to work toward. I like some of the core values of the greens, but their platform allows for too much of an opportunity to be on the authoritarian end of the spectrum. Even though it seems like that's the way we are already going...
Good luck with it.